I miss her
I have never had to be away from my wife for a prolonged period to time before. And to be honest, I wouldn’t have thought it would be as hard as it is. I guess I just never thought about it, but it’s just plain hard. We talk every day by phone and often get to see each other by way of webcam. But it’s not even close to what I want. I want to be with her. I so enjoy sitting on our couch and watching a movie with her. It’s kind of weird to me that we can just sit and not talk, but enjoy each others presence. Of course she is the talkative one, and often I just listen and would often just rather be quiet. When we just quietly sit together and snuggle under a blanket - that I really enjoy. I just want to be near her and feel her presence.
Many times over the last 2+ months, I have been provoked to consider our relationship. There are so many things that have reminded me of how I could do better. The way I listen to her. The way I talk to her. The attitude I have about doing things for her. The manner that I show her how much I appreciate what she does for me. The way I show her how much I lover her. Being separated from her has truly made me love and understand her more than ever.
I love the way she makes me laugh. She tries so hard at times and I haven’t always understood what she was trying to do. Now when I see her, I can’t wait until she does something just to tickle me. This is one way I know she loves me.
When I think back on some of the hard times we have walked through together, and how I haven’t always been what she needed, I’m amazed that she hasn’t told me to get lost. But she never has. She knows me better than I know myself at times. She sees something in me that I don’t see. A potential to be what God has called me to be. She has never given up on me and sometimes I have no idea why. I don’t deserve this.
Babe, I don’t know of a proper way to convey how much I love you. The only way I know is to say it and hope you believe it with the depth in which I mean it.
I Love You !!
I have never had to be away from my wife for a prolonged period to time before. And to be honest, I wouldn’t have thought it would be as hard as it is. I guess I just never thought about it, but it’s just plain hard. We talk every day by phone and often get to see each other by way of webcam. But it’s not even close to what I want. I want to be with her. I so enjoy sitting on our couch and watching a movie with her. It’s kind of weird to me that we can just sit and not talk, but enjoy each others presence. Of course she is the talkative one, and often I just listen and would often just rather be quiet. When we just quietly sit together and snuggle under a blanket - that I really enjoy. I just want to be near her and feel her presence.
Many times over the last 2+ months, I have been provoked to consider our relationship. There are so many things that have reminded me of how I could do better. The way I listen to her. The way I talk to her. The attitude I have about doing things for her. The manner that I show her how much I appreciate what she does for me. The way I show her how much I lover her. Being separated from her has truly made me love and understand her more than ever.
I love the way she makes me laugh. She tries so hard at times and I haven’t always understood what she was trying to do. Now when I see her, I can’t wait until she does something just to tickle me. This is one way I know she loves me.
When I think back on some of the hard times we have walked through together, and how I haven’t always been what she needed, I’m amazed that she hasn’t told me to get lost. But she never has. She knows me better than I know myself at times. She sees something in me that I don’t see. A potential to be what God has called me to be. She has never given up on me and sometimes I have no idea why. I don’t deserve this.
Babe, I don’t know of a proper way to convey how much I love you. The only way I know is to say it and hope you believe it with the depth in which I mean it.
I Love You !!
1 comment:
sweetie, this is just beautiful, I love how you communicate so well with your written words. Just 1 of the many reasons I love and appreciate you so much. I miss u too and am excited u are driving in this weekend:).
Thank you. This is precious to me. I love you too
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